Alisha Is Against You

hi

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 05:22:19 GMT

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lj buddies

the good and the bad

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 21:52:21 GMT

i wish my family was all together.. i miss being able to talk to my mom when something was bothering me, but life sucks and then you die.

new years was freaking awesome even though i dont remeber much of it i loved it. you know people hate getting drunk because they dont feel in control well i feel free, and i dont have to worry about nothing because its my night dammit, and yeah thats a really big alcoholic statement but im not one, alcoholics go to AA meetings!

this years gonna be different, i hope. haha, im gonna have fun, im gonna spend more time with my freinds, because when im not with them i am nothing! <3 and and stop worrying so much. because worrying never gets me anywhere, life is gonna have its shitty days whether i like it or not, and then its gonna have its really awesome exciting days. ill just look forward to the awesome ones.

fuck ya'll

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 00:36:16 GMT

i really hate my family, everything i do they find something wrong with and i know im not perfect and i do fuck up sometimes, but it seems like all they do is hold those times against me. Lately i cant stand them, i rarely talk to them, and even my oldest brother i find it hard to talk to him. life is getting shittier every day i wake up. i wish i could sleep for a month, if only... im glad i have my friends though <3.

I thnk the person who pisses me off the most is my mom, what the fuck is she thinking, obvisouly shes not at all though, she annoys me because my brothers home for 8 days...he leaves tomorrow and shes only seen him once for about 3 hours...i doubt he'll take another leave before he's shipped out. she's killing herself slowly and i cant do anything about it, everytime i see her she looks more like shit, she's totally not with it and i have to sit there and be nice to her because i dont know if she'll die before i see her again.

i fucking hate my family.

another thing that pisses me off, is my family all talks shit behind eachothers backs, but when they're around their just happy as can be.
i can hear my grandparents talk shit all the time. most the time its about me. i do think people need to talk shit, to vent and shit but not where i can hear!

whatever tomorrows new years eve it will be fun i hope, bacardi gold here i come, everybody safe! <3

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 02:11:52 GMT

i seriously think i might just kill aim triton, i hate aim! and it hates me. it wont let me download it and i am so fucking frustrated, so i dunno what the hell to do! grrrrr.

Merry Christmas everybody.

<3

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 19:18:51 GMT

hello, im bored!

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 02:20:02 GMT

Fucking art scholarship much? yeah im the best, im so freaking excited.

i went to get an application today @ micheals, hopefully they will give me a holla!

lifes good right now, except a lil bit here and there, but besides that im happy. and you should be too!

Against Me! yeah!! :)

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 23:37:57 GMT

whats upp everyone???!!! Im 16!!!!!!!!!

ugh

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 19:28:02 GMT

I HATE LIFE... and girls.

me, cassie and mikey are gonna go on a killing rampage, lol.

people suck, life sucks, PARENTS SUCK!. irt@$sdf!&*d^!!!!!!!!

i want my old friends back.(jessie, shae, mark,vicki and krystal ) and some new friends could stay... like kyle, john, nick, and jacob etc...and i want them to all get along!!!!!!!!

I FUCKING HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...i do....

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 05:26:05 GMT

IM SO DRUNK, I HAVENT BEM DRCUNK IN SO LONG/..

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 03:12:11 GMT

dang i havent had a entry in forever, thats crazy huh? I smoked weed today i feel bad about it though because im always liek "dont smoke weed its bad, stupid, and gross" but i was so bored and i didnt want to bring everyones high down because they felt sorry that i was bored, not saying they did but whateveer. dang smoking weed is fun, but i get tired of it. i want to be able to get a job when im 16 and if they make me take a pee test i wont have to worry about 'omg am i going to pass it.'

I got my permit. i missed three questions... my grandma says i should of gotten a hundred, pfff freak that. i think ill go home tonight, i got alot of bullshit to do so i dont get kick out of school, i think ill start working in school again because school sucks ill just get it over with. hopefully ill graduate by my last months of being 16 or 17. dang im gonna be 16 isnt that crazy and im gonna have a car, heck yes! thats so gonna be awesome

my grandparents say that when i get a job i can get a co-sign loan so that it builds up my credit and whne i finally get it paid off i can buy a car froma dealer ship. the insurance is gonna be cheap cause theyre putting me through drivers ed. ok well im ouuttty

haa

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 07:00:34 GMT

happy new years everyone! this last year went by so fast, im afraid to grow up, it sucks!! this year people better be cooler and not so judge-mental about everything even though i have no room to talk but i plan to work on being more niccce and stuff lol i doubt it will happen but i can always try. i wish i didnt meet some of the people i did i have a lot of regrets last year but its a neew year!!!!!! im gonna have more fun, and not let stupid stuff bother me or get in the way of me making the most out of stuff im tired i dont know if this is making sense but it makes sense to me

oh and thanx to everyone who has been there for me...;-)

gawdddddd

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 00:54:51 GMT

omg i hate my life it seems like i can never make myself or anyone else happy. and even though i like to see the people i love happy i ccan never help them... i always make it worse. i serioulsy want to hide in my room for liek a week with no one to talk too, no communications no one to make me feel like shit. i need new friends i hate people so much. fuck it

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 19:38:05 GMT

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
pass out in pee

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dontmake those cause i kno wi cant keep em

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope

4. Did anyone close to you die?
nope

5. What countries did you visit?
none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
have fun

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
damn i donnt know

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
actually still having friends

9. What was your biggest failure?
people

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope

11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmm idk

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
idk

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
lots of people

14. Where did most of your money go?
friends, food, pointless things. marijuana and alchy

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
alchol

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
any against me song

17. Compared to this time last year, are you..:
happier

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?:
hangnign out more

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
fighting with grandparents cause they always have to win

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
my family

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
noope

23. How many one-night stands?
maybe 10 i cant remeber fool

24. Your favorite TV program?
dharma and greg americas next top model

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i hate alot of people this year

26. What was the best book you read?
im reading to kill a mocking bird right now

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i think i like all the same bands i liked last year

28. What did you want and get?
i didnt get shit besides my camera

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
damn im not sure probably hot chick and poTC

31. What did you do on your birthday?
wetn to a show and did nothing

32. What is one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not being so lame

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
just whatever is comfortable...seriously

34. What kept you sane?
friends. music.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
idk fool

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
abortion.

37.Who did you miss the most?
lots of people

38. Who was the best new person you met:
my best friend who hates me right now

39: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
drop all the drama

Best song lyric to sum up your year.
and all my life i said i wasnt gonna be no alcholic

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 21:10:32 GMT

everythings really lame lately it seems like everyone is just getting mad for no reason including myself. last night i was argueing to cass about something and i didnt even remember what it was all about. i hate people lately. i hate how everyone thinks theyre are so cool, i want to just stay in my room forever. oh well. im done.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:41:56 GMT

dude im so sick and im computer restricted for a couple of weeks. my grampy thinks the computer gots a virus even though it was prolly like one of those little pop ups that say u have a virus download blah blah to fix it. damn it.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 16:05:19 GMT

can you say hangover? ah fucking wierd drreeeaaaaaaaamssssssss like. dang...

last night in the car me and cassandra were fuckin bumpin it real loud lol cool stuff. its cold.

no one took shots with me i had a half a water bottle of jack and i only gave two people shots ? no wonder my head is killing me...

i miss marissa she probley hates me though.
i miss my lil black kitty.
i miss alot of stuff :(

hahahhahahaahahahaaaaaaaaaaa

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 19:16:15 GMT

Your beauty is all your own! You don't like to be
the same as everyone else and find that being
unique makes you more attractive. The normal
trends just don't fit you and things are just
more fun when they're upside down. You love to
be the one that turns heads with individuality
and spunkiness. You're kind of beauty, I would
say, could be characterized by your confidence.
Though it's not a physical trait, it
deffinately shows on you. Rock on!(If you can't
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Sat, 11 Sep 2004 01:44:23 GMT

i actually really hate people. people get to mad to easy. this post isnt about just one person its about a few, im sick of everyones bullshit.

i hate how my grandparents think they need to control me. i hate how i cant go out for the weekend. i hate how i have to lie to them constantly.

i think ill be lesbian. become some crazy lady who only cares for her cat. and become very artistic, and talk slow.

i hate who my old friends are i hate them, they became so mean. and different. cassandra should know what im talking about.

i miss hanging out with everyone.i miss vicki i miss cass... i miss my old life. i miss not worrying what people are gonna say when i come home. i miss how thing use to be.

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 00:17:57 GMT

someone deleted my myspace...rude rude people....everyone needs to add me back :)

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 20:06:23 GMT

guess what guys im in cali! lol w/e nno body knows it was such a last minute thing its sad. lol im having fun though. im tired but i cant sleep i laid in marissas bed for like an hour ehh. i havent slept at all since yesterday i feel like its 5 hehe. omg its cold down here. its so nice. i dont wanna go back to az. blah.

klfdhsdf

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 00:58:36 GMT

cute huh. yea so im bored i havent been online for awhile so i decided i would get online. i dotn feel good i think im dying. cool huh good for dom and everyone else who hates me. yay!!!! ummm...so like the mall sucks i hate it. i think ill read a book when i get off rawrrrrrr. yea i dont have anything to say...i hope i live with my mom in a month. cause my grandparents control me its really awful...mmmhmmm k payce

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Sat, 07 Aug 2004 22:22:51 GMT

What kind of drunk are you?

Sloppy Drunk

You are a liability in public places, because you tend to elbow glasses, knock into wobbly tables and back into waitresses holding full pitchers. You probably wake up in the mornings wondering where you got all those bruises. You're embarrassing, but amusing to watch as well.

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Tue, 03 Aug 2004 02:25:49 GMT

im bored. i spilt green paint on my carpet last night. so i had to clean this morning lol rawr skeptix tomorrow andddd me birthday so everyone better buy me a card or something ya know how i do. i have to clean my room i like how i clean it and like 5 seconds later it gets trashed again so then i shove everything in boxes lol im cute. aaaaaaaaaaah. im really bored im really digging this gospel music lol.....i swear if my grandparents think its cute to get me something besides money im gonna scream lol. i was almost a victim of a misquito earlier it was rather scary. west nile virus is scary...watch im gonna get attacked at night and im gonna wake up in a utterly bad sweat.sigh. on me birfdae. lol ok im outty

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 02:24:36 GMT

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 22:08:31 GMT

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